I W I S H I T W E R E R E A L.

dear salvador,

that's why i love sleeping so much.

i was right. 

my dreams are much better than reality.

and that bittersweet feeling has arrived. 

knowing it won't happen, but hoping nonetheless. 

and what's scary is that i can actually remember this dream. i hope it can leave me alone.

i actually don't... it was a sweet dream. 

D R E A M O N.

well the blog title looks like one word (:

dear salvador,

© Rena Zheng 

sometimes i wonder why i refrain from sleeping earlier

the thing is i'm one of those ones

one of those

who wish to have a dream before i go to bed

just because i want to dream for an escape. and dream of something so surreal.

the bittersweet feeling of wanting something so unrealistic to be materialised.

to be real.

to be what i want it to be.

just like my dreams.

Y O U D I D N ' T T H I N K S O.

dear salvador,

you didn't think it could happen, but it does?

only in my wildest dreams - the dreams that only attempt to touch on your surrealism should i be able to find someone so close in thought to me as... let's just say, this cookies + cream ice cream for now.

honestly, i have yet to meet another person who is extremely physically active, and yet still condones drowning oneself in a good half tub of ice cream?

you should try convince me otherwise, mr dali.

C O O L.

dear salvador, 

'coooool' in the most sarcastic tone is the best way to undermine 

something when one is feeling uncreative.

just saying.

T H E M A N W H O S O L D T H E W O R L D.

dear salvador,

GOOGLE SEARCH COBAIN

is it alright if i pretend i'm in heaven on earth when cobain sings me to bed?

i know the song's by david bowie, but honestly, do you think i can just float off + imagine?
floydy don't hurt either.

i think it's plausible, dear sir.

N E W Y E A R.

dear salvador,

© Rena Zheng 

i'm wondering what you would do with a fresh start.

a blank canvas.

to weave a new web.

should i work on the old?

or aspire to be even greater with the new?

you are all i aspire to be.